Jesus’ Pain and our pain too: A Crusader’s Reflection

On 28 Jan 2019, at 8:59 pm,  Crusader Will wrote in response to the reading of our prayer group on Thursday 24 January: ( See link below)

The Reading was: “Despite My Divinity, I feel sickened by and disgusted with the sins of man”    January 14, 2013 @ 6:12pm______________________________________________________________

I think that all of us have been feeling this pain that Jesus says He is feeling.

It is like a background presence.

It is an ache in the heart.

It arises whenever we see a false shepherd, a wicked leader, an offensive image, a public sinner,  the report of some iniquity somewhere.
With me it is usually a dull ache, rarely a savage twinge. 
It nags away at us.
It calls us to prayer, but often we feel overwhelmed, despondent as to whether any response in our heart is actually changing anything, though it confirms us in our determination to persist.
I look upon this pain as purgatorial in its effects on us, if we accept its purifying powers.
It is a constant reminder of the danger  we  are all in.
We cannot ignore it.
it will not let us ignore it.
Crusader Will

Responses to Crusader Will’s reflection:

Remnant Survivor:
“… you explained it so well. You hit the nail on the head…. It will resonate and touch many Crusaders’ hearts.”


DonnaLiane :

“Yes. It’s true; we feel Jesus’ Pain. What you wrote is beautiful.”                and

“Its very private, very personal, very touching….  It even links with a message I read about us feeling Jesus’s pain.”

The link to the Prayer group Reading Crusader Will is referring to:

The other  message that DonnaLiane mentioned in connection with this is:   

06 May 2015 @ 10:31pm

“Never before, since My Crucifixion, has Christianity endured such persecution

My dearly beloved daughter, My Tears flow in great torrents at this time as the Holy Word of God is being torn asunder.

Love for Me, Jesus Christ, has dissipated and the spirit of My Church is drying up so that, soon, it will become but just a desert. It will be bereft of life and only the true faithful among My Church will keep the Heart of My Love beating steadily, while everything else, which surrounds it, will become dehydrated with every ounce of life sucked from it.
Never before, since My Crucifixion, has Christianity endured such persecution because of contempt against the Word of God.

All that is held sacred in My Father’s Heavenly Kingdom is being decimated by man, whose heart no longer feels love for his Creator God the Most High. Those who remain faithful to Him, and who love and cherish Him, will feel His Pain within their hearts like a sword, which pierces and inflicts terrible suffering but which will not kill. For those with true love for God will be unable to separate from Him because they are attached to Him by an umbilical cord, which cannot be severed.

God, through His Mercy, will destroy His enemies who try to steal the souls of those whose names are contained in the Book of Life. My Time is almost upon you.

Never give up hope or despair, when you witness the work of My nemesis and the speed by which his cunning wicked ways are accepted by unsuspecting souls. I Am first most a God of Great Patience and My Mercy will be poured over the human race in abundance amidst the flames of My Love. These flames will instil a renewal of faith in Me by those who have fallen away from Me, just as they will destroy Satan and every demon and fallen angel who hold hostage those souls who belong to Me,but who have separated from Me.

My Time will come, but not before the world will see the signs foretold in the Book of Revelation and the Book of Truth. Do not fear Me. Prepare for Me. Reject the false promises made by My enemies. Remain true, always, to My Word. My enemies will have no part in My Kingdom. My beloved faithful, including those who call out to Me, during the Warning, will never die. For theirs is the New Kingdom – My Kingdom – the One promised to Me, the Messiah, the King for all time – a world without end.

This may be a time of confusion, division, sadness and a longing for those who represent Me on this earth to proclaim the Truth. But know this. I Am the Truth. The Truth never dies. My Kingdom is eternal and you, My beloved children, belong to Me.

Come. Stay close to Me. I will lead you to your rightful inheritance. Trust in Me. Listen to Me through these Messages – the Book of Truth. It is God’s Gift to you so that you will never forget My Promise to come again to judge the living – those alive on this earth as well as those who died in My Favour.

I will show signs of every kind all over the world now. Those who are blessed with the Gift of the Holy Spirit, will know they have been sent to you by the Command of My beloved Father.

Go in Peace. Listen to Me only through these messages at this time.
I love you all dearly and I have claimed you as Mine. Let no man attempt to steal one single soul from Me, for he will suffer eternal torment for his actions.

Your Jesus”

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Traditional Catholic; member of Jesus' Remnant Army; leader of a Jesus to Mankind Prayer group since 2010. Prayer group leader for about 25 years.