A testimony of a monk, a man and a woman
This is for all our friends; for dear friends who are suffering greatly– from intense pressure, coercion, bullying, derision and even hatred, to get the jab. They are being threatened with all sorts of horrible things; job loss, loss of friends, loss of freedom, loss of status in the eyes of loved ones, social isolation, even being kept from church and the Sacraments. We have been ridiculed, bullied and castigated.
This is not normal. Think about it. The coercive way that the government is using propaganda and pressure should make you highly concerned. But the acrimonious way that loved ones react and turn against you, or pressure you, can mean only one thing. It is Satan driving their behaviour; goading them to get at you. It doesn’t feel normal because its not. It’s demonic. This is diabolical pressure.
Why am I telling you this? There are several people who have told me about the intense pressure that they are under- and what they are suffering. They do not want to take the injection. Some of them know and believe the messages given by Jesus from 2010. They have always believed them. Some just have a gut feeling. But despite not wanting to have this vaccination, some of them gave in and did. They caved;- because of fear of how they would manage, because of feeling there was no way out, because of intense anxiety, despair, feeling overly pressured by family, feeling fear about their health, lots of reasons.
I am here to tell you, ‘don’t’. We are all under enormous pressure. But I can tell you that caving in, will not make you feel better. You think it will take away the fear and worry, the pain, the stress; it will end it? It won’t. It will be back; possibly coupled with regret, grief, anger- even despair. You need to surrender your suffering to Our Lord and stand firm. Taking it won’t make things better. It won’t end anything.
Remember the story of the trial participant? “They’ve killed God. I can’t feel God..My soul is dead!” (see link at end of article)
Recently, another reader wrote to us in desperation; “Vaccine- please help…” Her words touched me greatly. Please pray for her. I am sharing her testimony as a warning to others. I think she would want to save you from her pain.
“I came across your post about the vaccine trial, about how a volunteer started saying they’ve killed God. I have had both doses (Pfizer) and deeply regret them – even though I was ignorant at the time, something in me was screaming at me not to take the second, I felt something was wrong, and yet I was in such an awful state and so worn down that I allowed myself to be pressured into it by my family. I feel terrible, like I have been abandoned by myself and abandoned by God. Please – do you know what I can do to fix this? I am terrified and am trying to find a way to reverse this, whatever it is. Have I damned myself through my cowardice? Something is wrong, something is gone from me. I had a dream before the vaccinations that I have only understood in retrospect, and now I feel it is too late and the damage has been done. I don’t know how to live with myself, I do not feel worthy of God’s grace. My family mean well but they do not understand. Any advice is appreciated – please pray for me. “
My heart breaks for her.
Of course, I have reminded her that nothing is beyond the Mercy of God and there is nothing that cannot be healed through the Precious Blood of Jesus Christ. We have offered to fast and pray for her, there were many other words. her testimony sounded very much like the person in the trial, which she recognised herself. And she is not the only one.
Below is the testimony of a monk in the form of a video. He received many signs on the way to turn away from what had been mandated, but he ignored them. It tells his story, of the many varied effects on his soul, and how he still didn’t connect the dots. His spiritual advisor recounted that he was a “holy monk”. Watch the video of his story, and how, through many more signs, he was able to resolve the issue.
We are told, that many of us may not realize these effects because we are not “spiritually aware” or maybe not as sensitive. But this is an amazing story of God’s Grace and Guidance which led the monk back to have peace in his heart.
The final comment:
“Anything that is forced is not from God.”
Knowing all of the above, I implore you all to hold the line. There is only one way to have true peace at this time. Surrender all your suffering to Our Lord to save souls. Ask Him to show you what to do, one day at a time. Pray for the grace to do His Will. Pray to Him, with full trust that one way or another, He will provide. Let go of all those things that you don’t need. They don’t matter, anymore. And then you will have true freedom in Christ. His Peace will descend on you and nothing else will matter.
You may also want to read our article from Oct. 2020, at the link below: